Ok, this is my second blog and this topic or subject has been on my mind for a very long time. So i thought the best way to help get it out of the way was, put it in a blog and see if i could be helped. Well to start off ill tell you all a little something. Id like to meet an amazing girl whos gorgeous inside and out 2 be my girlfriend .....
....meaning i dont just want a girl whos just there being called my girlfriend just as a title NO i want a girl who i can be w/ all the time and not get bored w/ her i want a girl who i can look at for hours and still be amazed and wonder how god made something SOOO perfect w/ no faults.... i wanna girl who always gonna be there and i can always depend on her 2 make me smile just by seeing her face and being in her presence, i want someone thats not just my girlfriend BUT my BESTFRIEND forever.....i wanna girl i can show off 2 all my friends and brag about how lucky i am 2 have something so amazing in my life, i wanna girl thats smart, i wanna girl that doesnt care what people think, i want a girl who likes me 4 who i am and wont treat me like her doll and try 2 make me MR. PERFECT and exactely the way SHE wants me .... she needs 2 have a bangin body, a gorgeous smile, a heart of gold, a beautiful soul, and a smart FUN mentality,,
thats what i want my dream girl to be like..

So see thats what i would want in a girl, im picky i know, but i have a feeling shes out there...i know she is. Ok so problem right now is i know a girl...she seems to be just like everything i wrote up there..but theres something wrong now, she like practically perfect i cant find a fault. Just pure, sweet, and she seems to be perfect. I know she knows i like her, but now what a seems like ill never have a chance her. Alot of people that know me look at me and say "hes such a player", or "hes thinking with his second head" or just stupid things like that...now im not going to lie there were times in my life this did happen and i do not deny anything that happened, its the truth. Now with this girl im talking about its the total opposite. I look at her in O, i never think vulgar thoughts nothing bad about this girl, i keep it clean dont know why, havent figured that part out yet, but theres something about her, something i still cant find out, something that gets me breathless, hot and cold at the same time, it gets my heart racing faster than before a game. Do you guys remember your first crush in elementary school?? Do you remember that feeling in your stomach? The one that hurt everytime you were around that person, it hurt but at the same time you loved it?!?..well thats the feeling i get with this person, i dont know what to do about it. But i do know one thing, im going to keep dreaming, my mom always tells me if im going to dream, dream big. If you got anything that was going on in your head as you were reading, tell me comment me, tell me whats up i want to hear your thoughts. THANK YOU