Sunday, February 15, 2009

Ok, this is my second blog and this topic or subject has been on my mind for a very long time. So i thought the best way to help get it out of the way was, put it in a blog and see if i could be helped. Well to start off ill tell you all a little something. Id like to meet an amazing girl whos gorgeous inside and out 2 be my girlfriend .....
....meaning i dont just want a girl whos just there being called my girlfriend just as a title NO i want a girl who i can be w/ all the time and not get bored w/ her i want a girl who i can look at for hours and still be amazed and wonder how god made something SOOO perfect w/ no faults.... i wanna girl who always gonna be there and i can always depend on her 2 make me smile just by seeing her face and being in her presence, i want someone thats not just my girlfriend BUT my BESTFRIEND forever.....i wanna girl i can show off 2 all my friends and brag about how lucky i am 2 have something so amazing in my life, i wanna girl thats smart, i wanna girl that doesnt care what people think, i want a girl who likes me 4 who i am and wont treat me like her doll and try 2 make me MR. PERFECT and exactely the way SHE wants me .... she needs 2 have a bangin body, a gorgeous smile, a heart of gold, a beautiful soul, and a smart FUN mentality,,
thats what i want my dream girl to be like..

So see thats what i would want in a girl, im picky i know, but i have a feeling shes out there...i know she is. Ok so problem right now is i know a girl...she seems to be just like everything i wrote up there..but theres something wrong now, she like practically perfect i cant find a fault. Just pure, sweet, and she seems to be perfect. I know she knows i like her, but now what a seems like ill never have a chance her. Alot of people that know me look at me and say "hes such a player", or "hes thinking with his second head" or just stupid things like that...now im not going to lie there were times in my life this did happen and i do not deny anything that happened, its the truth. Now with this girl im talking about its the total opposite. I look at her in O, i never think vulgar thoughts nothing bad about this girl, i keep it clean dont know why, havent figured that part out yet, but theres something about her, something i still cant find out, something that gets me breathless, hot and cold at the same time, it gets my heart racing faster than before a game. Do you guys remember your first crush in elementary school?? Do you remember that feeling in your stomach? The one that hurt everytime you were around that person, it hurt but at the same time you loved it?!?..well thats the feeling i get with this person, i dont know what to do about it. But i do know one thing, im going to keep dreaming, my mom always tells me if im going to dream, dream big. If you got anything that was going on in your head as you were reading, tell me comment me, tell me whats up i want to hear your thoughts. THANK YOU

10 comments:

  1. haha i dont know why i read this, i guess i was curious. i think i might now who youre talking about..? what you said was really cute and that person should really give you a chance.
    but other than that, you should just sit back and stop looking..the person will come to you one day.

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  2. I kind of agree with Caroline. You should just sit back and let it happen. What has happened has happened so now all you can do is explain to her what happened and leave it in god's hands and just tell her, you're leaving it up to god. You can't MAKE something happen. All you can do is explain your position and whatever is going to come of this will come. Love cannot be forced upon someone and therefore you have to let love happen. you may be in extreme heartache right now but if it is truly meant to be it will be. Things don't just happen for a reason. And some words of advice that a friend once told me...If you know why you love her, than you don't love her. Love is inexplicable and think of it this way. If you LOVE her for a certain reason or reasons, then what happens when she changes? You never stop learning and changing in life, and if she changes those reasons why you love her, than you'll stop loving her. Because love has no reason. It's the feeling of the heart that you just can't explain. It's endless

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  3. you gotta stop usin the wrd love lol...i dnt love anyone but my gma, and my mom...sometimes lmao

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  4. ok well extremely fond of, alright? Extremely enamered, whatever you want to call it, A.K.A. LOOOOVVVVVEEEE!!!!!

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  5. "star light. star bright. the first star that i see tonight. i wish i may. i wish i might get the wish i wish tonight. i wish that daniel realizes that he's perfect the way he is and he doesn't need a girl to be happy. i wish that he figures out that the girl he's looking for will find him because she's looking for him too."
    ...every single time im gonna say it
    i know you wanna be with her. and i know your reasons but i still stand by what i've told you a million times.
    i love that you're a "new guy" and that you're trying to shed that "player/flirt/cheater" image but just take into consideration that girls can have a "player" image too. its called promiscuious. and babe this is a promiscuious girl.
    i love you daniel, im always here. and next time i'll try not to scream at and hit you. lol <3

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  6. :] awh Daniiieelll!
    I thought IIIII was your freaking girlfriend!

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  7. hmm.. not what i was expecting, but okay. take my advice on this one daniel. Take a step back. When the time is right and your ready for her she will come. Think about how young you are. Do you really want her in your life now when most people make the stupidest mistakes of there lives at this age? just give it time she'll come when the time is right

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